It makes me feel a little weird

looking at the sitemeter stats and seeing people (boys) that I no longer talk to still reading my blog(s).

I have plenty of regular lurkers. That doesn't make me feel weird.

I have lots of real life friends who read my blogs and don't comment, but will talk to me in real life about stuff later.

But for some reason, the boy part weirds me out. It's like they still get to have a piece of me, only now it's non-reciprocal. It makes me feel a little dirty actually.